7/20/05

Today has been crazy! Spent an enjoyable time with Lunch Bunch at the mall. Fun to hang out with Nallie and Veronica. Went to work tonight and the weirdest thing happened. This waitress walked by as I was clocking in and asked me to take the lid of the tea holder. I went to get it and so did Spencer. We were almost holding hands or something. His hand was on top of mine. He thought I had the lid, I thought he had the lid and then the lid fell with a very loud clatter onto one of the tea pitchers. The rest of the night it was so weird around Spencer and Luke. Luke kept on giving me these weird looks. I had seen the same weird look on someone else... The someone else is Greg Jones when he was in me and William's American History class. That look from both of those guys seems to communicate a lot of something. Who knows?

Tomorrow I'm going to S. Land High School to play tennis in the morning, then I am going to community college orientation. William's name was on the list, maybe I'll catch up with him. I looked Spencer up in the yearbook. He was a homecoming court person and an athletic captain. Pretty popular and good-looking guy, but I just can't seem to connect with him like I do William. When I talk to William everyone and everything suddenly disappears while we are talking except each other. Spencer does not have that effect on me.